Well hello...at last...god it's been a while.....and so much has been going on! no entry since before Kats party...which was eventful....hmm...less said about that the better to be honest!...however did make me realise something. Saw the strokes on the 21st June which was amazing. cant begin to express how happy I was to be in the front row and nearly touch my love...Julian casablancas....!! Dont think even jess will ever understand how much I love the strokes...
  
Anyway I write in my xanga on bad terms, I am not feeling very good at the mo. found out 2 days ago that a boy I used to be friends with and only spoke to online 3 weeks ago, has just committed suiside. I feel so odd, and mad, and confused. I have to go up to essex for the funeral to pay my respects, which will be so emotional, Am going with Harriet and maybe Ronnie Lane, which will be random. It still has not hit me, he was such a lovely person.
Had prom last Thursday which was really good actually, to begin with it was a little annoying but as I drank more and more I was able to chill out. danced away on the dance floor with amar and co.. was such a laugh (espeshally when me and amar got lost in the tent -raaaandom!) it was a sooo sad to say goodbyes to Upper 6th. Not only was I saying goodbye to upper 6th but I was saying good bye to a guy who I only realised recently I had feelings for, it was so tough to just walk away from it, but had to be done, one of the hardest things I have ever had to do, had intended to tell him, but thought best not-somethings are ment to be left.
   
  drunk drunk drunk! lol
ohhh people comment tell me what your up tooooo!?
need to get job at some point...and BROTHERS WEDDING..eeeep!!
hope everyone is cool
Elz
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made me feel sooo happy...
